Monday, October 13, 2008

Confused

The Mister and I kind of had a disagreement today and I feel so bad since he calls maybe once a week but it's really bugging me and I can't sleep. He's deployed right now and honestly, I don't know how we are going to make it through this in one piece especially with me living with his parents.

I'm confused, lonely, sexual deprived and going crazy one day at a time. I really just want to move back, be near base and other stay at home mom's and feel like things are semi normal. I know they're not right now but I really just want that. I miss him but at this rate we're not gonna get through this.