Thursday, August 24, 2006

Chaos....

It's been rather hectic latley, back to chaos. I started school at LMC again, taking English 100 and Math 12, again, and Spanish 80 online. It's been cool though, Vanessa and I go to school together a lot of the time, so it helps that she's there with me. I wanted to blog the other day as well but I was unable to to log in. Anyways... I had my first English class, since last semester, and I'm telling you that I was completley lost in writing my first essay of the semester. I ended up having a headache in the end, then waited a few hours for Vanessa to ge to get outta class.

I watch the baby tonight while Vanessa is at school. The 2 of them are going to be moving in shortly for a little while, which is cool cause then I won't be completley alone, so I think I'm gonna start cleaning up my dad's room and his closet and stuff. Well... I can't seem to think straight cause I got so many other things on my mind right now, but when I come back later I'll tell you all about what happened yesterday. Later...

1 Comments:

At 3:31 PM , Blogger dreamer said...

Hello
I'm a 55year_old man, married and got 3 kids.I belong to a different culture from yours, but You know we're human beings with the same problems and reactions all over the world. I like the inernet and I often read blogs and I found your blog interesting which made me read all through.I think I can understand your reaction and your tendency to hurt yourself. I must tell you that when I was 17 I had feelings of despair and I often thought of commiting suicide for one reason or another and I felt people around me didn't attach any importance to my existence and to my feelings and everybody was concerned with their own problems.They didn't have the values I respected so much..And later on all this turned out to be but iullusions. I I think all you need is a good girlfriend which is not impossible to find and a good boyfriend too.
All I advise you is to try to find refuge in music or movies or in having a good walk when possible along the beach (if there's one) or in a forest. and never forget that life is so important that nothing whatsoever can justify chosing to put an end to it.
I wish you well.

 

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