I just wanna
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa scream... I don't know what my problem is latley, latley being the last couple of weeks. I don't know what it is about today especially because it's just one of those days where I don't want to really talk to anyone, I just wanna be all alone and then all of a sudden a few hours ago I started to cry, I mean water works, and I don't seem to know why. I don't know where they came from or why they came now but they're here and there not stopping any time soon. I called a friend to help me out but he's more worried about getting to bed then he is about me. I mean I practically begged him to be here with me cause I need some type of intimacy for some reason, I NEED him to be here. I NEVER would of said that if it weren't the complete and total truth right now. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME and I don't like feeling vulnerable and weak. WTF is my problem..... I hate this... I thought suicide last night and a few nights ago again and then today I read my birthday card from my sister from last year and it reminded me of why I didn't want to think that way anymore, but still... What is wrong with me RIGHT now... cause I don't like it at ALL....
posted by Inkedfemme @ 9:24 PM
2 Comments:
You need to address the issues that are causing you to feel this way, people don't cry for no reason whatsoever, it's just not possible.
Whether it is manic depression or the world around you you need to work out the issue then move toward resolve.
I appreciate the input and your prob right but for now its unidentifiable...
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