Sunday, November 19, 2006

As the tables turn...

It's funny how the other day I was at K's house and asked him to stay the night, he replied "Staying the night is a characteristic of a relationship." It bothered me SO much, more than you could imagine and I asked quit a few people what they thought and many of those people agreed with me that it was a crock of shit and that's not what it indicated, at least not in our situation. The point to my rambling is, I stayed the night with him the other night. I went over there for well you know and before our SECOND round, he told me I could stay for a while if I wanted to. I didn't plan to, I just ended up falling asleep and when I woke up, it was 5 a.m. and I figured I get some early morning you know. I guess I fell back asleep cause when we woke up at 6 he had to get up and get to work. It's even funnier cause when he told me that I could stay, he said I had to get up and leave with him, which was not a problem at all, but I hid under the blanket till he was ready to go and instead of him kicking me out like he usually would, he said I could sleep in if I want to and let myself out later. Loverly!! What I find amusing is 2 days prior to that, he was the one saying that he didn't want that cause it was too serious for him and it was a "characteristic of a relationship", then all of a sudden. I did end up telling him like 8 outta 10 people agreed with me but he's a grown man and I don't think that he would let that affect his decisions.

LOL... Anyways, life has been mediocre. I've been stressed and bored and really just going out of my mind. I went running today and yesterday and did some exercise but that's about it. I had that board meeting on Friday, along with an interview with a temp agency in Walnut Creek so hopefully I start working ASAP. My instructor from school is going to try and find me a job with one of his collegues. It's exciting to know that I have a few connections but there just aren't enough jobs in the area.

I got an email from my friend, S, from Iraq. I sent him a St. Christopher charm/medallion to wear. St. Christopher is the protector of travelers. It made me feel SO much better knowing that he was wearing it. I know it's probably stupid of me for being as happy about it as I was but really it made me happy to know that. I'm sending him 2 more letters. Latley he's been my favorite person to write and talk to and vent to. Sometimes it sucks that he's not home so I can talk to him face to face but when he does get home, he and I got a date. LOL...

Anyways.. K's calling me so Imma go cause he's prob gonna come through. G'night!!

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2 Comments:

At 10:01 AM , Blogger snarkylicious said...

hey girl, i just came across your blog and i wanted to write something. please don't think i'm attacking or judging you, because that's not my intentions. i just want you to know that you are a beautiful, intelligent girl but you don't have the self esteem to go with it. look in the mirror, say 3 great things about yourself, and realize that you can do SO much better than these guys if you really wanted to. take care.

 
At 10:04 AM , Blogger snarkylicious said...

P.S. i think we may have the same birthday!

 

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