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Why do I have to like him???

Gosh.. WTF am I thinking? Was I thinking when I started liking him? It's driving me nuts and I hate that it's eating at me. It really does suck. I can't even tell you why I like him. It's a bunch of little things that add up to a big thing. Like the color of his eyes, to the hair on his head, and the muscles on his body. It all adds up and ends up being completley attractive. The funny thing is that a few years ago I wouldn't have given him the time of day. Not only is he not my type but he was nerdy in school and call me shallow but I wouldn't have given him a second glance when we were kids. LOL. I do find that very humerous but all of a sudden I am totally attracted to him. It's weird. I hate that I like him, even with his many flaws. I just don't know what I'm gonna do. He wants me to show up at the party tomorrow but I prob won't, I'll prob stay in with my book and some tea and sit in the quiet awhile. That's the other funny thing is he swears that I'm this huge party girl or something when I really just like my life simple as can be without any complications and that's what's fun to me. Anyways... I had to vent.. Imma go clean something now. Night..

posted by Inkedfemme @ 11:52 PM